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school sucks [Tuesday
March 14th, 2006
3:13pm
]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | anna nalick-breathe ]

and i hate livejournal.

i'm updating because no one will read this.

so i'm just chillin
listening to my ipod
and everyones looking at me
like i'm some kind of freak..


wth?!?!1

bye.

ngr

0VAGINA

valentines dayyyyy [Tuesday
February 14th, 2006
3:05pm
]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | jessica singing\\ ]

IS SPENT WITH JESSICA\\LOGAN\\DEVIN\\CHRISTA.




logan bought me a flower.




I LOVE HIM<3

1VAGINA

bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks [Sunday
February 5th, 2006
3:49pm
]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | ben folds-philosophy ]

this weekend wasn't all that great.

I MISS HARDCORE SHOWS SO MUCH<33333
they're srsly so much more fun than this scene of the escape stuff, i mean yes, i lovelovelove scene of the escape, but i'm tired of going to scene of the escape shows EVERYFUCKINGWEEKEND and seeing the SAME people. whatever

they kicked joey out of the band :[

it really sucks because now they don't sound very good, and it's just way too weird. he was really fucking upset and i talked to him about it and we've just been talking about it, joeys really not as bad as i thought he was. i just wanted to be there him... and i was.. and i'm nice.. whatever.
this weekend wasn't that great.

people were pissing me off...

yeah whatever.

I MISS SCHOOL GIRL KNIFE FIGHT!

0VAGINA

tacos [Wednesday
February 1st, 2006
11:52am
]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | caterines voice ]

i never really update... i only update about my weekend & that's probably boring, no actually its not.. whatever but no one ever reads this & i got done realllllly early today so i'm updating..

school is like...
i don't know.. i don't TOTALLY hate it.. because some people here are pretty cool, a select few, my crewww. haha<3

today devin wore girl pants...
lmfao)#!@"#$)*&!@#*!@)#^

girl pantsss & devin.. haha i walked into second period & i was like "DEVIN!!! YR SCENE!" hahahaha... it was hilarious then the band teacher was like taking pictures of him & omg #@%)
*SKLDFJ;A

when we were walking to class these black girls were like "OH MY GODDDDDDD!" they were freaking out, it was hilarious..

today afterschool me my mom & jessica are going to baytown because she lost like twenty lbs this month & they had a contest at her school to see who could loose the most & she's getting allll the moneyy like 200 dollarsss WOO.

#*@$@#?($^*!@ i'm hungry.
lunch is in like ten minutes or something.
so i'm just gonna go listen to some music.

OH YEAH.
and my myspace got deleted, A FUCKING GAIN!!!!!

assholes..
that's it.

byee<3

1VAGINA

weeeeeeekend whaaaaaaaaaaaat?!?!?! [Monday
January 30th, 2006
4:19pm
]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | say anything-alive with the glory of love ]

okay so this weekend was absolutely AMAZING, again.

FRIDAY- virgil came & picked me up & michelle & barnes was with him, no nic, that's always nice, but i don't really mind nic, he's alright. whatever. anyhow, we went to virgils like always, then just chilled & joey WAS NOT there, & virgil was all "ok everybody, stop & remember this as the time that we all loaded up without joey complaing!" ahahahahaha it was gr8. I used to didn't really mind joey, but now i figured out that he is an ASSHOLE!! anyway, after they loaded up then we left and me, virigl, barnes & michelle had to meet cassie @ brookshires so we did & we went inside & got cupcakes & cookies & hair brushes & dr. peppers & sierra mist & it was just a good ole' time... hahahhawtf then we left & me & michelle & barnes had a nice little conversation in the back seat, i don't even remember what it was about... but it was nice... we listening to the postal service & i brushed virgils hair... his hair is prettyy... anyhow when we got there, we went to watch dan-os band, they were pretty good... then shiny darks & stuff... there was kinda a lot of drama that night too, whatever... ummm sote did realllly good as always & amber decided to have an all girl mosh, that was fun too... HOLLYWOOD BLACK WAS SOOOO AMAZING, AS ALWAYS. they're not gonna have another show until march:[ well then afterwards i went with tommy & bo & lexi instead of riding with virgilll well we all met up at dennys & it was really fun then joey was all "tara... are you bisexual? cause you say vagina a lot" WHAT THE FUCK... lmfao ok i guess i'll just start saying penis a lot, i mean because OF FUCKING COURSE the words you say make yr sexuality, you know.. duh... whatever, he's askjdf;asjdf; then we went home & me & lexi didn't want to go home so me tommy & lexi just drove around & ate jack in the box... we drove around until four in the morning... hahhahaha... whatever it was FUN, we went to walmart & bought condoms & lube too. hahahaha... it was AMAZING


SATURDAY-well i called tommy because me & lexi wanted to go to wywg & yeah there was a wreck so it was all 2#$)@#*$&@#($8 & i didn't think we were gonna get to... but we did... but anyway i told my mom to take me & lexi to mcdonalds & she did... & we ate off the dollar menu, IT'S A FUCKING MAZING... hahahahaha... i never eat the dollar menu... but i'm going to now! lol then he came to get us finally at mcdonalds & we got to the harbour RIGHT when while you were gone was playing, they're so amazing. i lova lova lova LOVE them... there were so many hotties thereeee.. like ferreal... Jessica Jujitsu wasn't there... that sucked :[ but as cities burn & the last starfighter played too... they're realllly good.. i miss starfigher... whatever... then after the show we drove around some more & we didn't go home until FIVE in the morning.. but like tommy was getting me to call people... wellll i called this one kid & he was like klajsdf;la idk but i was like "ok i'm coming to yr house" & he was just like "ok." & i was like WTF@LIBERTYKIDS@#)$(&*@_!#$)& whatever we went over there & his gfs like 14.... & he's like 17 anyway, she was like "you can't come back inside" so he just rode around with us, what a bitch, right? yeah i know... well we went to these rich kids house... but they were pretty coool we just stayed there & talked for a reallllly long time... it was a good time.. lol
then FINALLY we went home & such... i was so tired... bljasdl;kjfa;lkj;

SUNDAY-well i just sat around all day & made my TXHC hoodie... well kinda... not really but i bought the jacket & such... whatever it's gonna be cool...

& that's it..

ILY♥

3VAGINA

school [Friday
January 27th, 2006
5:54pm
]
[ mood | hungry ]

0KAY S0.

Today was the last day of taks & it wasn’t even really supposed to be of taks it was just like, we took the test during class & if we didn’t finish we’ll have Monday to finish, whatever. It was so freaking boring… I hate history… well, history TESTS. Whatever… theres this really really annoying girl in here and she won’t stfu & lsdkjafl;asdjf; AH! I hate her… I really do. I finished reading perks yesterday… it was really good, & I ordered brave new girl because it was in the back of the book & I thought perks was reallllllllllllllllllly good//amazing so I just ordered one of them lskdjaf; whatever… anyway today I really want to leave after lunch & go somewhere but no one will skip… everyone at this school really really sucks… they’re like “N0 0MG… I’LL GET IN TR0BLE” when really you won’t get in trouble… because they’re so fucking stupid here, they wouldn’t see you walk out because there is a BACK BUILDING! And if yr absent they don’t look back on the record for that day or anything, all they do is call home and say “yr child was absent for one or more periods today” & you can just tell yr mom or whatever that you you were tardy & the teacher sent the attendance before you got there, but no one listens to me… that is a GOOD plan… it really is… oh well… fgts…

Taks was pretty cool, no it wasn’t… whatever… we got to talk a lot… and ms. Cinek almost didn’t sign my box card because I was talking too much but yeahshe’s gay… literally.. ANYWAY…

T0DAYYYY. Virgil is gonna come pick me up for the show tonight :]
Lmfao I called him yesterday & lmfao he’s so weird…

Virgil: hello
Me: hello… hey Virgil can you come get me for the show tomorrow?
Virgil: who is this?
Me: TARA!!!
Virgil: oh.. yes tara I will come get you for the show tomorrow
Me: okay thanksss… bye
Virgil: byebye.

Lmfao wtf. Oh well ahahahah… Melissa can’t ride with him anymore because she won’t tell her mom that he is really the one that takes us…? I don’t think her mom would really mind if she actually TOLD her… & let her meet virgil… whatever they have another show Sunday…it’s at javajazz and it’s ten dollars… but I don’t think I’m going.. maybe if my mom wants to give me ten dollars then I’ll goo.. haha… they’ve never played at javajazz before.. hmm I’ll ask my mom, doubt it… whatever at least I’m going tonight.

OMG.ASJDF;LAKSDJ;FA
Tonights Hollywood blacks LAST show until MARCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :[
WTFF!@#$!)#$(&!#$JKSD;FAJ;;
They ARE the best in texas, srsly… if you havn’t heard them… then go listen… find them on purevolume or myspace, now. Gosh I’m gonna miss them so much… alkdjalsdkfja; it’s not fair…

Yesterday fred told me I was his bestfriend…
….
Yeah. Bestfriend. Haha..
I love him.
Ms Guthrie gave me a coupon thing & she was like “the reason you weren’t doing yr work was because you were reading that book” & I grabbed a pen & I was like pointing it at her & I was like “THAT’S A GOOD BOOK MS GUTHRIE, YOU KNOW IT IS” hahahahahah… it was funny… but I finished my work & I got my coupon :] cool.

The bells about to ring.. or something…
BYEEE//LOVE<3

0VAGINA

WEEKEND<3 [Monday
January 23rd, 2006
12:01pm
]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | the agony scene-procession ]

W.WEEKEND.

It was A.AMAZINGGG<3 I love my friends. Friday Melissa Massacre came to my house & we chilleedddd, then Saturday I woke up at like 11:30, got up, did my hair, checked my myspace, talked to some bros, you know the usual. Then she FINALLY woke up at like almost 1 or something, she took a shower, dried her hair and then I told her to call virgil & she did to make sure he was still coming to get us, she called him, and he was. So when he told us he was about to leave, I was actually PREPARED this time, ahaha so we waited for him outside and such, then we left, I beat Melissa to the car because I DID NOT want to ride by Nic, well it turned out that nic wasn’t even riding? AMAZING RIGHT? I KNOW. Well nic really isn’t that bad, I’m just not too found of him, whatever. Anyway we listened to panic! At the disco, like always ahah. Then we went to the doller store? Idk virgil had to get some stuff for his dad and dog food? Something like that. I saw my aunt, I said hi, me, barnes, & Melissa laughed at these black people that were like trying to park & they like ran over this buggy, that was srsly the best thing ever, then when these other people were trying to backout they ran over the buggy too. Then virgil had to get gas so we went to diamond shamrock & we saw the black people, ahahahaha. Then we went to virgils, chilled at his house, I played his psp I’m not very good at video games, and barnes is a nerrrdddd and knows like everything about them, then we just sat. forever………. then virgil had to take a shower, & he asked if anyone wanted to take a shower with him? Uh no… Melissa wanted to, she just wouldn’t say it, lmfao. Then mary came home, marys always good, I love mary. She was talking to Kinsey but she had to do something with her lipring or soaskldjf;alsdjf; yeah so she gave me the phone and me and barnes talked to Kinsey for a whillleeee. Mary had to take a shower too so we just talked to Kinsey and when she got out of the shower, mary freaked out cause we were still on the phone, ahahahaha because she doesn’t have very many minutes or something then she told me to tell Kinsey that we had to go, hahahaha.. so we got off the phone and then jake, ivie, spanky, nic, and joey came. Joey wasn’t wearing girl pants, neither was nic, that was cool. Then I talked to jake for a while, I love jake. Then after just sitting there & joey talking about how Melissa only likes school girl knife fight because lexi does, and lexi only likes them becaue mary does, and mary only likes them because she knows the guy in the band? Wtf joeys weird. Whatever, I like school girl knife fight &dl;ajkf they’re good. So stfu. Anyhow, we finally left, and nic didn’t ride with us…. AGAIN:] that was cool too… when we got to the harbour like no one was there yet so we just chilled in this chair that jake really liked and he wanted to take the chair home and do it, like do the chair, idk he’s weird. We just talked about the shockaa the whole time & melisssa was like wtf so I had to tell her myne & jakes story, blahblahblah then she was kinda grossed out, whatever, US > HER. Then aaron got there, & I said hi to him, and then michelle came. Then LACY LEXI TAYLOR NATALIE & JESSICA GOT THERE :] i was happy, ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL of 936 was there :] it was exciting, we need a new 936 picture.
ALEXIS
ME
JESSICA
NATALIE
LACY
MELISSA
TOMMY
&BO

and i wnat a picture of my beforeshow virgils house crew thing whatever
barnes
virgil
me
melissa
spanky
ivie
amanda
jake
joey
mary
& nic(maybe)

haha. <3 but the show was really fucking good we all got onstage with hollywood black like always, it's so amazing dancing with them, & singing on stage, i love hollywood black, they ARE the BEST in texas. Spike was at the harbour, that stupid mexican, & like him & his ugly-ass girlfriend didn't even go inside to listen to the music so me and lexi went by them & i was like "hey lexus, that's pretty scene how some people just come & hangout in the parking lot" & she's like "yeah bro, that's pretty 1337" LMFAO that was hilarious. i love alexis. i love my friends. i love my life :]

that's allllllllllllllllllllllll

BYEEEEE<3

6VAGINA

i caught a glimpse [Monday
January 23rd, 2006
6:56am
]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | school girl knife fight ]

i'm going to update lj at school. but my weekend was good. i'll write about it later. i really don't want to go to school, schools for gays. whatever.












bye<3

0VAGINA

heathers gone [Friday
January 20th, 2006
11:34am
]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | HE IS LEGEND- I AM HOLLYWOOD<3 ]

she left a note, he is legend was all she wrote.

I LOVE HE IS LEGEND:]

they're my heart&souuuulllll.
& i saw them... LIVE!
yehayeahyeah

anyhow, wednesday i went to church and i never ever go to church anymore it was pretty fun i guess i got to chill with some bros that i havn't seen in a really long time, i miss cananda<3333
that jafagma. hahaha anyhow, church was good, i got a dr. pepper, that is srsly all i drink these days, whatever, i'm cool with it.

TODAY IS FRIDAY:]

IF YOU WERE NOT AWARE.

good shit nig. except i had a math test!!#%O)$&* i fucking hate math, & i suck at it, like vagina, ferreal. my foots asleep, kind of, i wore my 936 shirt today because i can. and i wanted to, and i have an extreemly cute headband that goes with it, and i think i'm going to take pictures under the table again, hahaha that was fun<3 i like tech apps, kind of. idk

THIS WEEKEND.
WILL ABSOLUTELY BE AMAZING<3

i know it will
i'm not doing anything today, but toamrrow i'mgoing to the harbour to see SCENE OF THE ESCAPE[my boys] & HOLLYWOOD BLACK [my favorite] & THE DRAFTED [aarons band, MY LOVERRRR] & THE RIDE HOME, they're good. they're some pretty chill kids.

i'm chill.
i love chill kids.
i love my friends.
i love love love virgil, for giving me rides EVERY WEEKEND.
he's my bestfriend.
so is barnes.
so is jessica.
so is melissa [MYFAVORITESHOWBUDDYOMG]

AND I JUST LOVE MY LIFE<333
ITS AMAZINGGGG!#$)@&)!@(*#!

and that's all i have.
I LOVE YOU<3.



another thing, don't comment with stupid shit, most of you don't even know me, fucking idiots. i swear.
OKAYBYE<3

6VAGINA

bitchesssss [Wednesday
January 18th, 2006
12:01pm
]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | he is legend-the seduction ]

the teacher in here won't sign my box card cause i'm tardy.
she can seriously lick my vagina.








i'm going to actually UPDATE when i get home<3




kbye<3

2VAGINA

boys will be boys babyyy [Sunday
January 15th, 2006
10:23pm
]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | panic! at the disco ]

I LOVE MY FRIENDS :]
SO MUCH.



kbye.



8VAGINA

@#$"@)@$&@#($^@ [Monday
January 9th, 2006
11:41am
]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | underoath-reinventing your exit ]

fuckk.
i feel like shit and i have to do this stupid fucking easywtfe it is. god it's so fucking annoying, & i don't want to be here, & i want to go home blalksdFJ@#%@)#$&(.

whatever. this seriously fucking sucks.
i feel like shitttttt & idk but i want to go home so bad.
i don't give a shit about this stupid class.
it's so annoying it's not like i don't know this shit already, i mean seriously who doesn't know how to use god damn powerpoint? god i'm pissed. fuckkkkkkk#@$^!@#70

i hate this school.
i hate today.
i hate this class.
i hate this.





anyway other than that this weekend i had fun. friday i went to melissas & her dad after freaking droppping 29347293478 people off & going to 9324792347289 peoples houses he took us to the harbour where scene of the escape was playing, but they didn't play until last & before we got out of the car her dad goes "hey melissa you know this club that yr going to?" & she goes ".........yeah?" & he goes "well it used to be a bar & i lost my virginity out at the back" lmao it was hilarious. and then all night everbody kept saying that to melissa, hahhaa. well the first band that was there fucking sucked. they had been working on underoath for a freaking year, the same song, & they played it & it was freaking horrrrrrrrriiiible, it was like so bad i mean seriously, but other than that the show was pretty good, well it was really good when scene of the escape played & hollywood black did their acoustic set & it was really cute & then this indie band played and they were really good and this one really freaking hott guy that liked them well he was like singing all the songs & he was a hottie fersure & he was wearing a he is legend jacket & yeahhhh :] hottie. hahaha then after the show we went to dennys, like always, & tommy shoved some meat in michelles mouth which was realllllly rude because she is a vegetarian, then virgil took us home & yeahh blahblahblaj@#% @#$)7.

saturday. welllll we were like wtf should we do cause there were no good shows or anything so i was like i want to go bowling sooo we called tommy & told him & bo was with him & he was like "okay you find out where it is & how much & we'll take yall" wellll we found out and stuff and then he came to my house to get melissa & me & jessica & well he found all the porn & him & bo were watching it lmao & i was like WTFWTFWTF let's go 7 then he had to print some freaking directions cause he's retardeddd, so he printed them off of google & then we left to go to the bowling alley blahblakj#$@# we listened to some good music & everything was good, until we got thereeeee, wellll we paid got shoes and blahblahblahblahblah well we were into our game & i was trying to tell melissa something & bo went up there & rolled the ball for me, & it was down the gutter & i was like WTF MESICAN & he was like "you took too long" well i thought it was melissa at first & so i rolled the ball for her & it went down the gutter, duh i meant for it too well yeah then i was like WTF it wasn't her it was bo soooooo then on bos turn i went to do it again right, welllllllllll it wasn't bo's turn it was tommys & i didn't know that so he got all fucking mad & he SLAPPED me i was sooo pissed off & earlier melissa was like "he's fucking stupid" and she was JUST KIDDING and he wouldn't shut the fuck up about it he kept saying "oh well i'm just fucking stupid" & it was soo annoying & i was like WTF STFU!#%$)&2@#$!@&)# and then me & melissa were getting mad so we just walked off & didn't care about our turns & then jessica came & got us from over there & we went back over there & we finished the game & didn't even talk to tommy and then when we got in the car well when we were back at my house and we were about to get out, well melissa threw this bag of marshmellows at him, but they were allin the bag, it wouldn't freaking hurt him or anything well yeah whatever we went inside, well the next day my mom was like "do you know how all those marshmellows got all over yr dads truck" and i was like WTFFF & i was sooo pissed off at him because that's so fucking immature & like my dad was all yelling at me & i didn't do shit, & it pissed me off so bad so i'm not talking to tommy & i'm NEVER going to any shows with him or going anywhere with him, and plus i like riding with virgil more because he's a bettter driver & i love him more.

yeah & i hate tommy.
okay.







wtfff.
bye.

3VAGINA

get crunk grrrrl [Wednesday
January 4th, 2006
6:14pm
]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | eisley-marvelous things ]

jessicas weird.
yeah jessicas weird.


anyhow; today she came home with me, she always comes home with me, i don't know why, she just does, it's kind of weird. We came home, made our 936 shirts for school on friday, ate cookies, ate sandwiches, drank koolaid. Pretty cool right? yeahh sure. whatever.

Last night me and jordan probably got into the biggest fight in the world, it wasn't cool, it wasn't cool at all, i don't know, he's over it, i'm kind of not cause it was just really bad. i would post the conversation; but that is none of yr buissness. Whatever. My dads dumb, i hate him.

Today; school; ew. it was dumb. it's always dumb, it was kind of funny, well i always make everyone laugh. Yeah that's what i do; it's cool.

I HAVN'T TOOKEN A SHOWER SINCE LAST YEAR;

yeah i think that's pretty cool too. just going around and saying "i havn't tooken a shower since last year" yeah that's cool. i wish i didn't have school. i wish idk what i wish. yeah i do. whatever.

I need more livejournal friends. No one ever comments me, & i don't want it to say "0 Get♥Crunk" so i comment myself so i at least have one-pathetic? i know. STFU; no one really asked you.

Anyhow. this is over, i wish jordan would sign on, kind of? jessica hates me for talking to him cause idk but still. okaybye.

ilyy.

1VAGINA

school blahh [Tuesday
January 3rd, 2006
11:26am
]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Holy Roller- Hollywood Black ]

gah.
i really didn't want to come to school today, but it wasn't AS bad as i thought, whatever, got some good laughs in today, haha.

When i woke up i was dreading school, i really really didn't want to go. I got dressed, no actually i just put on a jacket, didn't do my hair [never do] & then just put on pants, got online, checked my myspace [of course] then i just talked to jessica about how i didn't want to go to school today and about how i hate basically everyone in this stupid school. Then she said her mom was coming to get me so i put on shoes & soon after my dad left her mom was there, so i went outside & got in her car, her mom was laughing and something & i was like wtfff?! & she was like "ohh i was looking at her new shoes, jessica said that you got some" & i was like "ohhhhh yeah" & showed her, then we just talked, & i mentioned how there was an old man in mcDonalds & that i wanted some mcdonalds & her mom said she had no moneyy & me jessica told her that we did. Haha we didn't get McDonalds. Then driving by we saw Ms. Guthrie [one of our teachers] i stuck my tongue on the window & made weird faces at her, she's kinda cool. Then when we got to school me & jessica went inside & i told her about how much i hateeeeeee band & she just listened lol then we went up stairs to meet melissa & saw all the UGLY faces of the people that we hate. Then me and melissa just talked about how we basically HATE everyone in our school. Yeah we really do hate them. Then i called melissa stupid [typical morning]. Then the bell rang. We roamed the halls for a while then went into first period.

In first period me & jessica got to sit in a 'group' we were supposed to sit where we thought we would 'learn' better, WTF IS THAT, i kind of don't like the teacher in ther,e i don't know, she's okay. Then we learned some algebra, oh boy, some algebra, YEAH RIGHT. I HATE ALGEBRA, I HATE ALGEBRA, I HATE ALGEBRA. i thought i was supposed to be moved out of that class cause i can't pass but i guess i'm not. Then the bell rang.

We met melissa and then roamed the halls some more and talked about how un-cool everyone else is, and made fun of some stupid kids acting stupid.

Then off to 2nd period, this class is pretty cool, we did some vocabulary shittttt, & devin played air guitar, it was nice. Then he talked about Trepidation [local band] & scene of the escape[local band] he is hating on scene of the escape, this does not please me, i am friends with all of them and they are quite amazing. fuck devin, he's black. lmao i am kidding, but he is black, anyhow, he calls me Turruh or something gangster like that, it's pretty toiiight, lmao. Bell Rings.

THEN BAND. EWWWWWW.
on the way there i tell jessica how much i hate band & talk to tessa a little bit then see kassie & krystal talk to them hoes. Then lmao this kid had like this weird jacket on & this dressss shirt & i was like "LMAO IT'S JOHNNY APPLESEAD" & he goes "STFU i'm going to a funeral" i was like "dressed as johnny applesead?" lmao then i started doing the johnny applesead walk, whatever the fuck that is, hahahahahahahaha melissa & jessica couldn't stop lauhing and jessica was about to piss herself, i thiink i like doing the johnny applesead walk LMAO. blahblahblah band blahblahblah ms woods cusses at us blabhalblahblahblah she's black blahblahblah she's cool blahblahblahblah BELL RANG!

Then onto ms. smiths class, oh god, EW. she's the lady that got me ISS. BITCHES. yeah yeah whatever, she's a turkey, seriously everytime she talks her double chin jiggles, lmao. We learned. OH YEAH GREEN SHIRTS FRIDAY; I CAN'T FORGET. Melissa asked her if we were allowed to write massacre on there, she said no, she is in fact, a POON. blahblahblah we learned, not really but whatever. Then the bell rang.

I always find catherine before this class, well i didn't find her today sooooo we didn't get candy, oh well, it'll be okay. Then when i walked in she said she couldn't find me, but it's okay cause now she's right beside me, hahhahahaaha i found a picture of jessicas camera, that she lost :[. I showed it to her, and she told me about her mom and hers plan to put a new camera for her on lay away, how cool. Now i'm here, in fifth period, boring as hellllllllll. But i did find someones paper so i don't have to do myne, hahahahhaa, that's always good.

That's all i got.

[LOOOOOOOOOOVE:\\]

1VAGINA

2005 [Sunday
January 1st, 2006
3:23am
]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | the ataris- the saddest song ]

was amazinggggg.



2006 should be even better.
my resolutions are to not be single the whole year.
& not to smoke.
keep my grades up.
get closer with some people.
and go to north carolina.






@&@#$@&#@#*@#%*@#_)@$*_( new years wasn't that great, i kissed mary, lolllll.
but yeah, i guess it was? sure. whatev. i didn't like it, but oh wellllllll
i'll get over it.



FALLLLL IN LOVE WITH ME, NOW!@$&^@&!@%_!#*$_!#%(!@*#%



3VAGINA

[Saturday
December 24th, 2005
12:51pm
]

last night i went to he is legend, haste the day, dead wreckless, & from first to last. it was so fucking amazing, first when we got there we went to the VERY back of the line, it was so fucking long. We just sat there & chilled & talked. Well when we finally got up to the window, michelle got her ticket, & i gave the lady the printed email, & my moms ID & my school ID. But somehow she couldn't find my moms name, & leslie showed up & she's the one i was selling my xtra ticket to. I was about to freak out & when the lady told me she couldn't find my name i said "ARE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!" & she goes, "Excuse me?!?!"i was like shit tara, good fucking job. lmao. But then somehow they found the ticket, idk how, i didn't care, they just handed me the wrist bands & i was happy. I gave one to Leslie and everything was good. Well Geoff didn't have a ticket so me & leslie went allllllllllll the way down the line asking EVERYONE for tickets, & then when we got to the end this one guy had an extra ticket, so we told him that we'd buy it for $25, and let him cut cause we were at the front of the line, so we let him cut & he gave geoff the ticket. Then we sat in front of the door for a longgggg time & it was packed, we were waiting for it to open & one time someone pushed open the door & we were pushed inside then we had to come back out. Then two seconds later the guy opened the door & we ran in there & went up by the stage. Well there were already people in there so we juts go behidn them. First Dead Wreckless played, i don't listen to them much but it was good. They WHOLE thing was a freaking mosh pit, & i wore flats. GOOD JOB TARAAAA. Well After that was He is Legend, i was sooooo excited, & i didn't think they were going to play I am Hollywood but then they did, the very last song, i was pleased :]! Then came Haste the Day, well me & jessica were tired of being trampled & everything so we went outside to breathe for a while. Then before fftl to last came on we made our way back in there. Oh Yeah and i forgot, during the first hour or so the wall caved in six inches, i was scared. But then when fftl finally STARTED me, leslie, michelle & jessica pushed our way to the front so we could see. It was super fun. Except when i had to stand by the stupid ass guy with a mohawk that was stepping all over my god damn toes. Shit. But it was really fun & a good expierence. Now i really can't wait for panic! at the discooooo :]! I was kind of disapointed that sonny moores nose wasn't that big. I really wanted to see the big nose kid! oh well.



In other news, someone keeps calling my cell phone, not cool. And they won't talk to me. They called last night, & just a few minutes ago. FAGGOTZZ.


I didn't take that many good pictures because i didn't want to loose my camera, so i just stuck my jacket & camera behind a plant. Jessica lost her camera :[






PICH URS )

5VAGINA

oh shit [Tuesday
December 20th, 2005
10:11pm
]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | looking back on today-ataris ]

tonight was... idk

earlier i went shopping, well just in liberty, nothing big, we went to payylesssss, cause i love that place like ferreal & i got three pairs of shoes for 14 freckin dollers, AMAZING? i know. Then i wanted to go to palias royal to look for a minicoat like spankys but they didn't have any so i got this really cute eskimo jacket well it's just amazing & all that jazz. Then i went to walmart to get bandanas for my hurrrrrrr. & that's like, all... well we dropped off cookies. idk to some people that i don't know. lmao lmao. then i caaaamee home & got on the phone? amazing. no.

everything was good for a while. then idk what happened. it just turned badddddd. fuckk. :[

& thennnnnnnnn he said this: taraaa..you deserve someone really great. and even if that isn't me, i hope you get them.









fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
that was probably the sweetest thing any boy has ever said to me & i liked it alot. but he ALWAYS says really really sweet stuff to me & i love him & he TOTALLY has my heart. yeah.




i hate how nothing ever works out for me. like i try sooo hard but it never really works. i really hate love & my heart. Except that oneeee boyyyy that always says the SWEETEST things:]
i basically wanna marry him. definatley.



i've been listening to this really amazing song all day, & it's just. fuck i love it.
definatley. you should get it or something. The Ataris- looking back on today

&thats all.ilovejennnnnn!%@^@$^#%&@!@&@ & jessica. they're my favorite girls in the whole world. cool.


i called you from paris to tell you that i wrote our names on the observation deck of the eiffel tower. if only i had one wish i'd want a million trillion life times that i could spend with you, fall in love with you again & again..........again

1VAGINA

stupiiidddd. [Monday
December 19th, 2005
1:13pm
]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | the beatles-rockin' around the christmas tree ]

yesterday was stupid.
just really stupid.
well, i mean, i just am.
you know. ugh.. it's just lame.
everything is pretty lame
right now, i'm ready to go
see hollywood black & for
the next 936 sleepover
because i love those girls/boys
more than anything, 936 is life.
:] i love it. you know, the only
thing i really want in a guy
is like, for him to tell ME stuff
he doesn't tell EVERY OTHER GIRL.
you know? lasjkf; just i don't know.
but whatever, it's cool. i don't care.

i wonder what's going to happen with me
and jordan. hmm. i wonder if we're
going to stop talkinggg. i don't know
that would be lame, you know. yes.
very lameee.

ihavenothingelseeetosayyyy

mmkbye♥

1VAGINA

wtff is this [Sunday
December 18th, 2005
10:59pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | hollywood black♥ ]

i fucking hates boys.
i swear i'm totally giving up on them.
i've said that so many times.
& it never works, but i think i'm serious.
i don't even know & to top it all off.
i guess i don't have a bestfriend anymore.
hmm. okay. so. no boy.
no bestfriend.

nothingggggg.....?

great. just great, right?
i guess today is like
let's make taras life
shit. lets make it shit.
how fun?! the only thing
that is making anything good
is alexis angst, & hollywood black.
shit.
shit. shit.

fuckk. seriously.
i just totally suck at everything.
seriously.
i'm just... tired of it all?
& you know what
after all this venting
it's just like

i don't even give a fuck anymore
it's just like

who cares.
it's over.
i'm over it.

kthanksbye♥

1VAGINA

queso [Sunday
December 18th, 2005
9:23pm
]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | chidos-no hardcore dancing in the living room ]

finally
i figured out how to put this layout in here, thank god to this really nice girl & stuff. She's basically my first LJ friend, whatta sweetheart. But anyway thank god i got it in.

Now i'm going to actually start using this thingg :D
it'll be cool. ha! or not. but still...
right now, i have nothign to do.
cept' sit here & figure this out;
so i'm going to do some more stuff with this
& add some cool kids, & all that jazz.





♥tara

1VAGINA

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